January 2011
42 posts
Sitting here thinking
and I just realized , I’m gonna be alright (=
Jan 30th
Too bad you can’t choose family because I sure wouldn’t choose these muthafuckers .
Jan 27th
I am VERY territorial when it comes to people I like … because that’s my feelings and I’m not fond of having my feelings played with .
Jan 26th
Sometimes in life
you gotta swallow your pride … even when you’re wrong . And that’s what I’ve done .
Jan 26th
Be Careful
When people ask you what’s wrong 95% ask to be nosey . 2% ask just to make conversation . 1% ask because they feel obligiated . But that last 2% actually care and want to help fix it .
Jan 26th
“The worst thing is looking you in the face and genuinely not even recognizing...”
Jan 21st
If iont fck witchu then
you dont even exist to me .
Jan 21st
“Your game makes me concur maybe I should’ve never taken you from...”
Jan 20th
“My car keys , I jiggle em in my hand … my high heels they’re...”
– Amerie
Jan 20th
Jan 20th
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“I may be good to you , but I’m the furthest thing away from being good for...”
Jan 20th
Iont even fck with nobody ,
it looks like I’m gonna be up alone tonight . FML for taking the 4 hour nap =/
Jan 20th
Goodnight ,
guess I’ll lay here and wait for a text … God knows I’m too stubborn to fix anything .
Jan 19th
I think this is wayyy over due ,
I miss you .  I SWEAR on everythingI do . But we just wont work anymore . )= And clearly that doesn’t make me happy . But its something I gotta deal with . All the good times we had , I wish we could re-live em . The texts , nick names , and other shit . But its done and thats something I’ve gotta accept . Maybe in a few months this’ll work … I doubt it , but who knows...
Jan 19th
Its like ,
every time you and I stay out of each others live Im SOOOO much happier while youre gone . But when you come back Im happy here and there but mostly irritated … So what does that tell you ? Somethings gotta change . Either you … or you . 
Jan 19th
I think I'll be asexual ... or even BEE-sexual .
Get it ?
Jan 19th
I swear
Im sooooo fucking over it … like seriously . Please , just stay outta my life . 
Jan 19th
“You can close the door , just dont throw away the key .”
Jan 19th
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So Damn True
vivalafuckyuh: Just because someone flirts with you, doesn’t mean they like you. Just because someone likes you, doesn’t mean they want to date you. Just because someone dates you, doesn’t mean they love you. Just because someone loves you, doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you.
Jan 18th
Jan 18th
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“You’re the mystery guy and I like that … but with mystery comes...”
– Elaina , Vampire Diaries
Jan 18th
“The prettier the girl , the crazier she is .”
Jan 17th
A kiss is a promise
camsillusion: The 1st kiss you have with someone you are dating is more than jus a kiss. It’s a promise. It’s a promise that the feelings you invest in dem will not go to waste. That they will respect ya feelings and won’t do anything to hurt them. A promise that ego and pride are no longer a factor cus they don’t belong where two hearts lie. A promise that what Otha Ppl did doesn’t...
Jan 17th
If we're cool then we're cool , but
at the end of the day I know where my loyalty lies . I’ll choose sides whenever it comes down to it . DSS, CMS, NSR, SYJ, IIJ, KDS, , TPH, TB, SH, DM, JL <3 BTW, there are others (= 
Jan 16th
“We met . We talked . It was epic …. then the sun came up and reality set...”
– Elaina , Vampire Diaries 
Jan 15th
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Yesterday I saw/did everything I hate
1. My phone rang loudly while I was washing my hands 2. A fat person tried to squeeze past me and couldnt go so he stopped right behind me 3. This man would put his phone to his mouth and take it away from his ear every time he talked   4. A random man began to kirk out because a bus went out of service 5. This girl tried to sit next to me even though my bag was in that seat 6. I walked around the...
Jan 15th
Jan 15th
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Jan 15th
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WTFFFFF ; /
In less than 30 minutes your whole world can turn upside down . I’m having relationship problems and Im not even in one ! Shit always goes like this  1. We’re getting along and happy . 2. We joke about the past . 3. We get off the phone / stop texting . 4. We start texting on some “us” shit . 5. You yell . 6. I cry .  7. I cry . 8. You yell . 9. I play music and go to...
Jan 13th
“You didn’t drive me crazy back then like you do now . ; )”
Jan 13th
Teenage Love Death
You broke my heart…. And put it back together…. Funny how no matter what…. i will love You forever …. You shattered my heart…. And i lost some of the pieces …. But You found them…. And even though they had some…. Wounds You played doctor and …. Repaired them all and put …. It back together better than before …. And i...
Jan 13th
Who are they to tell Me ?
Who are they to tell me I cant and I wont and I shouldn’t ? Ill stack my lego’s if I want im a 2 year old child and im going through terrible two’s unlike most my favorite word is yes yes I say to all of the little boys and girls yes you can play with my lego’s but you gotta keep quiet Who are they to tell me I cant and I wont and I shouldn’t ? Ill ride my bike if I want im a six year...
Jan 13th
i went to get a heart transplant but the doctor found that something was wrong the problem was i had no heart it was his all along so i went to his house to go and get it back but when he returned it it was repaired with a tack and under the tack a note we found “sorry its all beat up i stomped it into the ground” i walked away with tears in my eye and at that moment my life began to...
Jan 13th
Scenarios .
why wait for my turn again, when im all the way at the back of the line? by the time its my turn, what if the teller closes his window? or what if another teller open’s his window, and i go to his just because i needed to be waited on? or what if the line is endless and by the time i get anywhere near the front, the place is at its closing time? or what would i do if the place goes out of...
Jan 13th
You Know It's Love
You know its love when all you want to do is cry when you even hear a rumor that he has a new girl. You know its love when you sacrifice your own happiness just for him to be happy, even if that means being happy without you. You know its love when you sit at home waiting for his call && then realizing he wont call[[it breaks your heart]]. You know its love because even after he called you...
Jan 13th
Looking through my MySpace blog
…and I think Im gonna tumblr them . Sooooo here it goes ….
Jan 13th
“I only fear failure and the unknown .”
Jan 10th
When I said
I’d be your friend before you walk outta my life forever I meant it .  This all just seems so surreal to me right now. Like Im not reacting the way I thought I would and you aren’t either . Idk if Im “masking” my feelings because thats what I should do , or if I just don’t have any feelings to mask …. Sike , who am I kidding ? I have feelings but...
Jan 10th
So Im sitting here texting
…the “love of my life” And it made me realize something … As soon as I text him everything within me just becomes calm and serene . Then I thought , no one else made me feel so calm and serene … except me or my family . Then it hit me . I always make the statement that “I mess with all the wrong niggas” and it might be because subconsciously I dont...
Jan 7th
Human Philosophy
As people we look for the worse in others .  We expect everything to go wrong , and look for love in others. We make choices to chose one thing or another or chose nothing at all . We look to fit in, with at least one person ; and look for those we love to approve of us. We search for success, and will do almost anything to get there. We either do right or do wrong . And as you’re...
Jan 6th