July 2010
87 posts
If I’m willing to argue with you then I care .
If I let it go without a fight iont give a shit .
If I do stupid shit its because you’re worth it .
If I take no risks for you I don’t care .
I just feel like I need to enlighten yall when it comes to my logic .
I will ALWAYS catch an attitude before I become sad .
Me being angry nd upset and shit is because I care and...
You’d choose her over me , wouldn’t you ?
Thts one of those questions I want the answer to but I’m not ready to hear it ,
It sucks when you realize the girl tht loved you most is gone ,
doesn’t it asshole ?
Hmmm wait . Consider that last post void .
Fuck you ,
* screws up face and gives you left middle finger *
I’m jealous .
I’m absolutely jealous that you spend more time with them .
I mean no one likes a ” jealous bitch ” but I’m only tht way because I like you .
Makes me think you dnt feel the same .
*shrug *
I’m NOT okay with being #2 . India says I’m over reacting but blah w/e .
“If you give someone the choice between you and the other person and you know...”
– Me
I rly rly miss you . And I wanna spend time with you but I won’t pressure you by asking …
I’ll just wait til you decide you wanna spend time with me ,
For some odd and apparent reason the lyrics in...
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
My Nuni and Noodles ! Nuni is absolutely my favorite Auntie and Noodles is the doggie .
They live in Jersey and come down here every weekend .
They make me smile .
END
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
I hate to say this but its Nicci .
I mean we dont even rly talk or even see each other like we used to …
Hmmm that sucks ! -_- . We spent the whole summer 08 together and now its like BLAHH .
Like fck she forgot my number or some sh’t !?
“Ive never been a person of many words , and Im still not . I’d rather my...”
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
I hope I never have to choose between two people who mean the most to me . My father/little sister or my grandmother …
That would break my heart and I would never even begin to choose between the two . NEVER .
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
I hope to rule the world , and fall in love <3 .
Blahh I know that last part sounded soooo sappy but its real shit though lls .
I mean iont plan on doing that today … or tomorrow … maybe 10+ yrs from now ..
BUT it WILL happen (=
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone...
I still havent forgiven him for breaking my heart … Smh tht RLY screwed me up .
I’m over it but I dont think I can ever forgive him , and THATS why we cant and WONT move forward .
* Shrug *
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself...
I know Im not perfect BUT
I dont need to forgive myself for anything .
Everything Ive ever done wrong, Ive come to terms with myself about it .
Sorry I’ve been neglecting you , tumblr .
I swear I’ll be blogging soon !
Now I gotta attitude .
I think its something wrong with me .
I’m convinced attitudes are contagious !
-____-
More Late Night Thoughts
Idk why I’m hungry at 3.30am and I already ate .
I hope my cookies don’t get crunchy =\
I shouldn’t miss you like this BUT I do … grr
Wait bunnies don’t grr lls .
Most people are irrelevant to me .
Sometimes I gotta lean on ppl to help em understand ” I’m not the fckn one ”
Oop there goes that attitude again .
I tend to be kinda optimistic...
If I told you ” I’m ready ” would you believe me ?
Because I am (=
If I Keep Forgiving You, You'll Just Make The Same...
(via lashawndaniele)
Day 2 - Something you love about yourself.
I love how kind I am . I go to great lengths to make those I care about happy . I love how open I am . I DONT JUDGE . What you do is what you do ; jst be you .
Sadly its much easier to rant about what I hate about myself , than it is for me to say positive things .
* shrug * oh well ,
Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you
I havent wronged anyone (that I know of) for them to have to forgive me .
But if in any event I have I hope you forgive me … but if you dont I probably wont care then since I apparently don’t care now .
I don’t like you because of your name
or the reputation you’ve established .
I don’t like you because you have money
and different material things .
I don’t like you because of how you dress
or what car you drive .
I don’t like you for material possessions
or your outward appearance .
I like you because you make me happy
and you make me smile . And...
Day 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot...
I dont hate anyone . I may detest a few people but those who have hurt me dont even exist in my world anymore . Soooo this day really doesnt apply to anyone ,
Day 1 - Something you hate about yourself.
I absolutely detest how ungreatful I am and how bad my attitude is .
YESS these are things I need to work on but it isnt that easy .
I try and say thank-you whenever anything is given to me because I know the things I get arent necessarily “due” to me and they arent promised either .
But this whole attitude thing, SMH . I dont know what to do with that . I jst cant control it...
“Take risks , don’t be left with a lot of what if’s ,”
– Me
“Hmph don’t butter my fckn bread !”
Day 11 : a deceased person you wish you could talk...
I wish I could talk to my Aunt Ceal . She was the funniest woman in the world …. and the realest .
She used to geek and have the BEST New Yrs Eve parties .
She even taught us how to cuss lls .
She did crazy stuff just to brighten our day .
One day we went to the gas station and the gas cheated her outta a penny .
So she went in there and raised hell and told then give her her...
30 Truths (Ps- I'm Actually Gonna Do This One!)
lashawndaniele:
peachcity:
via-vicadel:
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself. Day 02 → Something you love about yourself. Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for. Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for. Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life. Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do. Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for. Day...
Thoughts before bed
I like that ” kid in a candy store ” feeling …. I wanna feel it again .
I can’t get my nails polished …. depressing )= !
This will be a lovely summer !
I think I’m gonna be okay in the end.
I don’t believe in getting in chlorine with a fresh belly button piercing . So I’m waiting til after swim season .
I’m txtn ppl that...
“You will lose if you refuse to put her first .”
– Alicia Keys
Day 10 : Someone you don't talk to as much as you...
No one .
I tlk to who I want to as much as my time and their time allows …
And I’m just satisfied with that ,
When will you realize that what you’re looking for is RIGHT here !?
Damn that’s frustrating ,
“Boys are like puppies when you first get em . You gotta ” train ”...”
– Me
Day 9 : Someone you wish you could meet
I wish I could’ve met my Aunt Dot .
She passed wayy before I was born and she’s my great grandmommy’s sister .
They always say she only walked around with heels and she would say flats hurt her feet .
She truly was a fashionista and that’s why I’d love to meet her !
I hate when people make fun of
handicapped or very unfortunate people ,
it makes me wanna burn em with a torch .
I am a very sweet person with a large heart (=
The Negatives
I eat my watermelon like a little kid .
I drink out of the carton most times .
I usually have a complete potty mouth .
I catch attitudes and say ” I’m blown ” .
I catch feelings quickly and lose em quicker .
I chew my gum like a ghetto girl sometimes .
I feel very insecure at times when it comes to boys .
I may go a whole day without brushing my hair ,
BUT
I guarantee...
I often reject ppls feelings and emotions
toward me .
I guesss its because if I begin to believe it ,
and it comes up to be a lie ,
my feelings end up hurt .
It’s all about protecting my feelings ,
because no one else will .
Day 8 : Your Favorite Internet Friend
At first I thought I don’t rly have one but
I do ! (=
We talk on Facebook every day and we have things in common ….
a lot of things .
But he’s cool and he’s sweet (=
That’s it .
-FIN
I like you (=
and I’ve got a good feeling about this
whole ” us ” thing .
The episode where Stewie tells Brian ” I love you ” is on .
Then Stewie tries to cover it up by sayin ” olive juice ” .
We used to say that to each other . Smh , the good ol’ days .
It’s chills though , jst a thought .
Day 7 : Ex-Boyfriend
He’s a dick .
I think he realizes wht he’s done
but its too late . It doesn’t matter .
Day 6 : A Stranger
We’d run to each other , with open arms .
Big smiles , nice warm spring day .
I’ll run like I know you but I never did .
You were here for almost a yr of my life but that was by force .
We were so close , yet so far .
And when I finally get close enough to see your face I’ll turn and run the other way .
You’ll remain a stranger all of my conscious life ,
30 day challenge
Mmmm Kay lemme pick up where I left off ,
TaylorGangDick (my own little world): 30 day... →
Day 1 — Your Best Friend Day 2 — Your Crush Day 3 — Your parents Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative) Day 5 — Your dreams Day 6 — A stranger Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet Day 10 — Someone you…
Still no txt ,
still haven’t crossed your mind
though you’re always on mine .
* shrug *
Cool though , I guess ….
Naptime bbw ,
